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2010年10月22日

I'm Confused

I have a feel now
A-WEIRD-FEEL
Im happy but at the same time I feel so sad

Happy because I have a nice-good-excellent-perfect man
Happy because I have a gang of nice-good-excellent-perfect friends

Sad because I have a broken-cool-lonely-disappointed family

I always thinking about IF I HAVE A MORE NICER FAMILY
yeah , I know Im just thinking and dreaming
something good is , I still have a nice man and the gang of friends that love me so much

I really hate to be alone at home
do someone know the feel?
after school when I reach home ,there is non-of people
when I wake up from some crazy dream , I have like to share with someone , but there is non-of people
when I have bought some food there is so delicious to share with my family , there is non-of people
when there is a nice sunny Saturday like today to go out for shopping or maybe jogging with my family , but there is non-of people
when I have some SECRET to share with someone really close with me , but there is non-of people

sometimes , I thought the house I live is a HAUNTED HOUSE
someone told me ' home sweet home ' , I told the someone ' home cool home '
someone told me ' think positive ' , I told the someone ' negative wont leave me '

my friends say Im a pig , always sleep
yeah , Im a big-fat-piggy
If I dont sleep , then i will keep staying with lonely
so I better sleep , right ?

I always put my family at first but my family members are so so busy ,
they wont realize that still have me (whatever a younger sister)
well , this is the family that I love so much ?
yeah , I love this family , but I kinda hate this family
confused right ?

Im trying not to think so much
yeah , congratulation me
Im totally failed





Now, finally my sister at home ,
but she is sleeping and Im going to turn on the music louder and louder to wake her up
whatever if she scold me ><




well , I always been nothing to do
so I just listen to the music
and I found some music that I really like
just to share with all readers

If I had you - Adam Lambert
Need you - Travie Mccoy
Darkside of the sun - Tokio Hotel
If it's love - Train
Just a dream - Nelly
Superman - Joe brooks
This girl - Laza Morgan
Like a G6 - Far east movement
Take it off - Ke$ha










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